Wednesday, September 12, 2018

time πŸ‘ is πŸ‘ running πŸ‘ out

can πŸ‘ u πŸ‘ see πŸ‘ the πŸ‘claps

Good.

What the fuck y'all it's mid-September already. I came back to Evanston from Colombia almost a month ago, can someone please lmk what I have been doing here for a whole goddamn month because I for sure do not have a clue. I imagined my time alone in Evanston was going to be a burst of creativity/activity -- I just expected something magical to happen to me and then my whole life would be resolved. Nothing happened. I haven't even posted a single Instagram picture, that's how bad I've been at doing stuff. I'm working two on-campus jobs, which, of course, is something. I've also been hanging out with people, I promise. But I don't feel like I've worked toward my personal projects at all.

The feeling that time is running out is haunting me day and night, and I'm not sure what's triggering the urgency. I mean sure, I have things to be stressed out about. Managing school and extracurricular activities is going to be huge for me this year. I'm also stressed out about moving into my sorority because the logistics behind that are a fucking mess. And, mostly, I'm stressed out about securing a really good internship for next summer, yet idk if I'll get it/if I'll get permission to do it. Fuck my life tbh I really just wish I were someone else rn lol. Moody bitch here hehe.

But moodiness aside, don't you all feel like time is running out? Just like... everything is moving so fast. There is no time to do anything! I don't think I'm bad at time management or anything, though. I think the real problem is that time just goes by and nothing happens...? Maybe that's a more accurate description of what I am feeling...? I don't even know! And people tell me I'm in touch with my emotions smh.

What to do when you feel this way... hmmm. In part, this is why I'm writing this post: I kind of want to put something out there even if it's irrelevant. Maybe if I do do do, I won't be feeling bad for the fact that nothing is happening, if that makes any sense. The main reason I don't do shit I want to do is because I'm scared it's not going to be good, but like wtf, nothing will ever be tbh fuck it. The point is, I guess this fear of time running out at least seems to be motivating me to do. So I guess that'll mean you'll see a lot of me ;) ---- and that's a sexy wink, not a threat. BYEEEE.

Friday, July 20, 2018

random thoughts: europe

Week three in Europe! Traveling is always more hectic than you anticipate it will be. My trip started in Paris, then we headed to Brussels, then to Salerno and the Amalfi Coast, then Milan, Rome and we are currently in Munich. I thought I was going to have much more time to post, but I really haven't had time at all. However, I've been able to jot down a few quick notes and random thoughts I've had during this trip.

1. Peaches are the superior fruit here. So big, so juicy... Colombian peaches don't really get to this level.


Me about to indulge in Amalfi, Italy.

2. Meeting up with people from school is super fun but it feels kinda surreal because I'm so used to seeing them on campus. I met up with my friend Nicole in Brussels and we had such an amazing time! Nicole, if you're reading this I miss you!!!

3. I never thought I could get tired of eating pasta and pizza but I did. Really fast, actually. I was craving Mexican food after about four days in Italy.

4. Paris is the most stunning place on Earth. I'm in love honestly.


5. People watching in cafΓ©s while having some coffee is the best afternoon activity ever. Unfortunately, this usually means heavy second-hand smoking.

6. I miss Starbucks. Yikes, sorry. I also really miss the Evanston Peete's.

7. I have been pressured into ordering espressos like never before! I don't really like them that much! I'd rather take my time drinking an Americano, sorryyyy.


I got a free espresso at this place in front of (is it part of??) Galeries Lafayette. I ordered an Americano and the barista was not happy with my choice so he told me he'd give me both so I could give the espresso a chance.

8. Hotel breakfast is literally the best thing ever.

9. Why are lakes so cold? Pls lmk.

10. It's so hard to sit down and write when there are so many things to do!

11. God, I wish I knew locals. Honestly, I just want some local friends to take me to fun/trendy places! Is that too much to ask??

12. No matter how hard I try, I'm just not a huge fan of chocolate... it always looks better than it tastes.


Not to throw shade at this place! I'm just not a huge fan of chocolate and I keep trying to change that but I guess I can't!!!

13. I actually enjoy staying in one place for a long period of time (a week or two?) to really get the vibe of it. I keep reading blog posts on getting around cities in 24 hours or what not, but idk man I just like taking it easy and enjoying as much as I can without the pressure of time-- if it's possible, of course.

14. Becoming "fluent" in using a city's public transportation is actually liberating and it makes you feel like a grown-ass local.

15. I used to not be a huge fan of the ocean, but now I love it so much. The Mediterranean is way colder than the Caribbean (and less colorful lol) but I enjoyed the Amalfi coast sooo much.




Thanks for reading! Hopefully, I'll have more content soon! I'm full of surprises.





Sunday, May 20, 2018

ootd: sorority day "formal"


My sorority had a "formal" this weekend and this is what I wore. In case anyone is wondering, I'm in Kappa Kappa Gamma. There was no particular dress code and people were wearing everything from high heels to worn-out sneakers. I think you can never go wrong pairing a casual summer dress with heels. It's like the happy medium between formal and daytime casual.
My dress is from Tobi; I love this brand (I've written a post about them before) they have really nice dresses and rompers for different occasions. This one I got during their Black Friday sale, but since it's so cold in Chicago, this is my first time wearing it. It was honestly still too cold for a summer dress which is why I paired it with this beautiful suit-like coat from Banana Republic. My shoes are from like 2013 from Zara, and my bag is Kate Spade -- who is a fellow Kappa!

Sunday, May 13, 2018

best dressed at the Met Gala (according to me!)


AHHH! The Met Gala! I usually enjoy looking at pictures of the best-dressed celebrities in Vogue or other fashion publications, but I actually really liked this year's outfits -- more than ever before. I've read so many Instagram posts/articles about people's opinions on the Met Gala fashion that I thought I'd do my own post.

Ok so I'm no art history major but I do love art and I think that's why the theme this year gave me all the feels. You probably know the theme was Heavenly Bodies: Fashion and the Catholic Imagination, which is why there was so much religious imagery -- like crosses, rosaries, and altars --  but also a lot of baroque-esque patterns and colors. I love the elaborate ornamentation, intense warm colors, metallic details and overall aesthetic of Catholic art, especially from the period of viceregal Latin America here are some of my favorite outfits:


I love Sarah Jessica Parker's outfit! Gold is my favorite color and this outfit just owns it. The goddam cape makes everything look so regal. Also, I usually am not a fan of heart imagery but the addition of what I can imagine is the Sagrado Corazon, is just amazing. The altar for the headpiece is out of this world, and definitely my favorite headpiece of them all, which says a lot because this was a headpiece-heavy event. WAIT! And then there's the flower? Spanish-vibes much? There is so much going on and I am loving it all. So much detail, so much elaboration, so much art and beauty.


Blake Lively, of course. The halo! Oh my god. Such a perfect headpiece. 


ICON. This theme had Madonna written all over it. This feels like one of her 80s looks but she took it up an extra step for the Met Gala.


The horror movie vibes of this outfit are really working for Lily Collins.



Priyanka Chopra! Velvet! And elaborate jewelry! Yay!

There were a few celebrities wearing flowy, angelic gowns and I loved those dreamy outfits. Here are some of my favorites: 


Kate Bosworth



Sasha Lane


Alexa Chung, my ultimate fashion icon.



Zendaya's look was so original and on-theme. I feel like a lot of people took the easy route which was just adding a cross to their outfit, so this was refreshing.


Lui Wen!!! At first, I wasn't sure how this dress was on-theme, but then I realized the vivid, deep red and the gold details reminded me of works such as these:

The painting to the left is Christ Crucified Contemplated by the Virgin Mary and Saint Francis, which I saw at the Art Institute of Chicago. Also, when I mentioned the vivid red, I was referring to the color of the cross, which stands out. The painting to the right, unfortunately, I don't remember what it's called, I just found it on google and cannot find it again. Yikes.


Ok, Frances McDormand. Not entirely sure what is happening here, but I love it because it matches the color palette for one of my favorite works of religious art which is this image of Christ made with feathers:




Thanks for reading! What were your favorite looks?

Saturday, May 5, 2018

saturday in chicago: la bodega

Hello to anyone who happens to stumble upon this blog!

I want to start writing about my adventures in Chicago. As a student at Northwestern, I don't have enough time to visit Chicago as often as I'd like to. But the weather has gotten so nice lately and it seems like I'll be able to have some chill Saturdays this quarter, which is why I think it's the ideal time to start this series (yes, it's a series).

Earlier this week, I saw someone post a picture of La Bodega on their Instagram, and immediately knew I had to go. It looked so colorful and the floor looked lovely, which is always a must.





Shoutout to Zoe for coming with me.

I came to La Bodega today with the intention of getting a cup of coffee and sitting down to study for a while but ended up not studying (lol) and eating some great tacos and the best churro I've ever had.

This is definitely not a place to sit down and study. It only has a counter-style table (you know, those long, narrow tables) and five chairs. It is really tiny but so aesthetically pleasing and cozy.

The food was absolutely beautiful to look at, and it tasted great, of course. It was a little overpriced in my opinion, but it was filling enough for me. I wanted a Jarrito so bad, but, guys, come on, I'm not gonna pay 3 dollars for a soda.


 Guac + corn + beans + kale! 
Pink tortillas? Yes, please!

As someone who is allergic to onions, garlic and bell peppers (hehe love my life), I was terrified when ordering their veggie taco. I told them about my allergies and they listened to me and made their food completely safe for me to eat. Thank you, guys! That honestly rarely ever happens --  so many restaurants do not care at all.

Let's talk about the churro. It was absurdly good. It was sweet enough to compensate for the saltiness of the tacos, but not too sweet, and this is coming from someone who doesn't really like desserts.


Oreos are the superior cookie don't @ me.


As anyone reading this can probably tell, I have no clue how to judge/write about food. Sorry! Hopefully, this post makes you want to visit La Bodega! Stay tuned for future posts!

Saturday, April 14, 2018

cartagena

I went back home to Colombia during the spring break and visited Cartagena for the first time since I was 5 years old. The weather was perfect, I had the best food I have ever had, and it was just such an amazing time I keep wishing I had been there for longer. Here are some pictures that make me feel nostalgic since it's so cold and gray in Chicago :)












After Cartagena, I spent a few days in Cali. Honestly, I had never appreciated the weather there until experiencing Chicago winter weather during spring months, which is exactly what is happening right now.








Thursday, February 8, 2018

your new, sustainable wardrobe for 2018

I came back to Evanston after winter break in Florida and found myself overwhelmed with all of the clothes hanging from my closet. It is extremely cold here and I know part of the reason why my closet seems so cluttered is because of all the winter essentials that a person that is always cold (like I am) needs to survive the Chicago winter. But the colorful mess of different patterns and textures was still too much for me. This is why I decided I'm going to be letting go of quite a few items. This will not only help declutter my life (and dorm) but it will also make up space for new, better items that I am planning on purchasing soon. I feel like my style is changing. However, I'm the sort of person that becomes attached to really old clothes just because of emotional and sentimental value it holds. It has been challenging to let go of so many pieces that reminded me of the past, but here are some questions I asked myself when deciding what to keep and what to sell or donate:

1. Will I wear it/Do I like it/Does it still fit my style?

The first question I asked myself when choosing what articles I wanted to sell or donate was: will I actually wear this again? I have to force myself to stop thinking "I might wear this again for like a costume or something". NO. If something is not being regularly worn it should not be cluttering up my space anymore!

2. Does it make me happy?/ What sentiment is attached to the piece (is it even really there?)

I used to keep a lot of my old stuff because it held emotional value, but I believe I have grown out of this sort of emotional attachment to material articles this year. I couldn't tell you why, because I don't really know the answer myself. I'm actually ready to let go of so many pieces because I want to let go of certain memories, not because they are negative per se, but because it's important to live in the present and not delve too much on the past. Letting go of pieces that were "so your style" before but aren't anymore is also fun because it lets you see how much you have changed and grown, which is exciting to me. I'm 20 now and I feel like I'm a very different person than I was in high school, and I accept that and want to explore my new interest, not hold onto old ones.

3. Will someone else enjoy this more than I do?

Is it in great condition? Will someone else really enjoy it? Then let it be theirs!

Essentially what I'm trying to say is:

- Reduce!
I'm a compulsive shopper but honestly, the most important thing to maintain a nice, organized wardrobe is buying less stuff! Especially fast fashion, which might seem like it's better for your wallet, but it will not last long and it's a terrible source of pollution. This is why it is important to buy really nice, solid, durable pieces! That is defenitely one of my goals for 2018: to buy sustainable and durable clothes, not cheap quality ones.

- Reuse!
Reuse pieces, don't just wear them once. You could also give them to someone who will for sure reuse them... maybe a creative friend that needs some fabric?

- Recycle!
Sell or donate your clothes! Honestly, I had never sold any of my stuff until I got to college and it really helps to get a little extra money.

Now, you should know I am definitely not a minimalist. I love eccentric, unique pieces to spice up every outfit, and I will be keeping those for sure. However, it is important to focus on having really nice, solid essentials, because they will always come in handy. I feel like after you create a good capsule wardrobe of necessary pieces, all the fun accessories and interesting pieces will be able to shine through even more, and you will need a lot fewer things in general when your basics are good-quality and durable. Here are some of the pieces I consider everyone needs:


Striped shirts are the love of my life and probably the number one essential I actually need to survive. Not even joking, striped shirt are part of my lifestyle lol. Also black skirts and pants go great with stripes, so some black bottoms are a must-have. I like to always have a pair of nice sneakers (athleisure, if you will) to make my outfits look casual chic, modern and sporty.


UO

Jeans, of course. I always need a pair of good boyfriend jeans, and black ripped skinny jeans.


Pact

A nice white tee is so important.

Pact

Finally, a good thick pair of leggings is a must-have!

What are your essentials? Let me know and thanks for reading!